ESOK ADALAH HARI YANG PALING MENAKUTKAN

salam..

dear blog,

im crying right now.. why?? first bcoz i miss ibu so much.. sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt rndu.. tym stdy week n exm week tgk ramai parents dtg tgk ank2 dieorg.. dieorg dpt peluk cium salam tgn ibu n ayah n fmly members len.. dieorg dpt smangat, perangsang.. dieorg dpt lpaskn rndu.. rndu nye nk dgr sore ibu live, nk salam, cium tgn ibu, cium pipi ibu, tdo ngn ibu, ngadu ngn ibu, mkn masakan ibu, peluk ibu kuat2.. i want all those things.. nk ibu.. nk ibu..! i miss u so much ibu.. amy rndu ibu.. amy nk jmp ibu.. amy nk peluk ibu.. ibu....... amy nak balik uma n tros msuk bilik n jmp ibu.. i want d house to have ur scent, ur smell, ur presence.. nk jln2 ngn ibu mcm tym ibu sehat dlu.. ibu, doa je yg amy mampu sedekahkn skng.. if only i could turn back time.. ibu, i love u so much! ibu sgt tabah.. ibu sgt kuat.. u r da best mom ever!

2nd reason im crying is bcoz of tomorow.. my viva presentation day.. im not sure whether i can do well or not.. my rsults are wrong.. moreover, i have ulcer on my left cheek.. how am i supposed to talk non stop for 20mins?? but still have to endure the 5mins of Q&A sessions.. kdg3 rse nk bia cpt sok, bia cpt berlalu.. kdg3 xnk ari sok tbe.. skip tros pade ari len.. sgt takot xleh jwb soaln.. i know im not a bright student.. im just an average person.. but have to try my bes.. i have support from my friends 2moro.. ramai nk dtg sok pagi n siap ade yg nk bwk kmera.. wlpon dlm ati hope x ramai yg dtg ( supaya xdela bengang xdpt jwb soalan ) tp sgt bersyukur dpt kwn2 yg sgt supportive.. best of luck gak kat korng sume especially SSA-ianz yg akn presnt sok.. same2 kte fighting!!!!!!!

note to self :: stop crying.. sejak due menjak ni asyk nagis je.. be strong amy.. u can do it!