ibu

its been 10 months now.. 10 months without a mum, without IBU.. sedey ble tgk org len calling2 ngn ibu dieorg, cte prob, ngadu.. jeles.. ya allah, jelesnye aku.. dlu ibu tmpt i story everything.. ibu sorng yg snggup dgr my probs or what happpen at skool even bnd x pnting pn ibu dgr n respon.. i miss ibu so much..!!!! nk rse pelukan seorng ibu.. nk dgr sore ibu, nk dgr live, bkn dr vdeo yg me n my sis amek dlu.. nk salam, cium ibu.. nk baring2 sblah ibu.. nk mintak maaf kat ibu.. sem ni sgt tensen.. x reti nk ngadu kat ayah or kakak.. i just want ibu, hanya HAJAH REFA`AH MOHD NOOR..

aritu my frend ask me bout ibu n cancer.. coz sadly her mom was diagnosed with breast cancer.. today operation for the 2nd time.. hopefully, there will be no complication, insya-Allah.. i know that my frend shows that she's strong but deep down inside, who knows.. jgela ur mum sbaek mungkin.. u will have to face with many emotional circumstances especially when taking care of ur mum n also thinking bout study.. ur mum will never cry in front of u even sakit mcm mne pon.. ur mum akn ngis dlm hati je sbb x nk anak2 die rsau.. btape mulia hati sorng ibu.. u have many siblings n u have to stick together as family.. family support plg penting.. show that u care n love ur mum so much.. show that u can take cre of ur mum like how she took care of u.. sme2 doakn ur mum slamat k.. ur fmily has gone thru a lot.. byk la ngadu kat Allah k..

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menyesal.. menyesal sbb tym ade pluang dlu, i didnt know what i shud do, i didnt know how to deal with the emotion.. menyesal x jge ibu dgn baek mungkin.. tp nyesal pn x gune skng.. spe yg bce blog ni, n still have parents who care 4 u n love u very much, jgela hati dieorg, slalu la cntct tnye khbr..

tlg sedekahkn al-fatihah utk arwah ibu, HAJAH REFA`AH MOHD NOOR.. al-fatihah..